few months times~

This year I been always changed job.. its make me so bored already. Finally i found out 1 job really easy for me.. I really don't like work so stressed job anymore.. even thought not earn much.. but free & easy job..
I hope everything will be fine for me.. but I'm so lucky is just work for 7 hours haha.. because lunch time is 12 to 2pm ... yeepie~ that is really good.

I super deeply lazy to write blog but today is super free for me to write.. I hope i can everyday write blog.. This October... is very busy month have a lot of event can go anywhere enjoy~ .. Happy but tired.. no time to rest at all. 

But I'm getting old soon~ another 3 months already 25 years old ... Gosh~ this is too old for me.. guess what.. when i was young, im thinking that I can marry at 23 years old.. but now i can't.. because SIFU said to me must marry after 27 years old.. shit this is more old.. every my frens is married but few of us still havent.. haha this is what it call getting old already must marry.. hahaha~

~Have my new job~

Today i went to Megan Avenue I to interview at one company call "Synergyst Sdn. Bhd". I had applied for Payroll & HR. The main point is I worked for 5 years at Legal firm i don't know what is Payroll this very shamed and finally i do research and they explain to me is help other companies to do the salary and etc. And they asked me a lot of question.. whether i can handle by this Payroll System? And I said if someone training me i will try my best to learn. Finally they ask me to work on next Monday and they give me probation for 1 month training... Because my mathematics is not well they tell me if i effort to handle this system so i can stay at this company..

I am jobless for now so that I was thinking this challenge is so big for me and the Salary really attract me so much some more their benefit quite good even though is not a big company. So I just take a risk and try my best to accept this job. Because no try don't know can or not. Just try my best to do it.... Even within 1 month I really can't catch up this job.. I just will find other job again...I believe that I can do it.

*If we ever meet again*

If we meet again, if one day we meet again. I am no longer that legendary fox, is no longer that colorful pigeons, that is no longer reluctant to grow up children. In the love that you moment I suddenly grew up, only then is the parting already. I must tell you that a "Days of Being Wild" in the lines: In the past I thought this world a kind of birds fly from the beginning, until it died that One day before landing, but now I know where it did not actually been to the bird from the outset, is dead. \

This is long been on the mind, then, has no chance to speak to you. I think want you to know that I am the bird, leave you restless fly all the way, one day they suddenly find themselves still standing maneuver. but, love is old. I always liked this sentence: Some things never go back. Miss no looking back from; some words, do not say it does not mean can not understand; some people but not does not mean all forget themselves .. if one day we meet again ... I hope we just light smile, or ..... .. we never see the people around, came, went, and your shadow, but never forget. 

In addition to memories, we can have it? the crowd even when we event, you will smile, winked your eye? Or, it is so unfamiliar natural to go? you remember who you love me too? can only appreciate now, miss was the smiling, life staggered down, the more lonely miss catching up, and more sentimental. originally just normal you are not also enjoy one's coffee and daylight? is not also suddenly aware of the weather more time to read the change? If one day we meet again, time will not back a bit? Perhaps we have overlooked other than feeling hurt each other ... if we find that to leave on good day but a kind of cover up, if we did not find that give a little more time with each other?? ?

May meet again is no longer the feeling of affection for my memory..

~Long Long Time~

I have been long time didn't open my Blog... and I'm super free and nothing to do so that I writing for my Memories. This few months it happened a lot my bad terrible dreamed in my life. Firstly i quit my Legal job and go to learn Nail Arts.. After that i been work at Nail Technician since December 2009... That is terrible is New company don't have much equipments and products to do a nail some more the Boss also like open the nail shop for fun only. Now I jobless nothing to do... still finding admin jobs.. I won't go back to my ex-company because that is too stress for me to work at there. I really can't imagine I live until I 24 years old i have saw a lot terrible and reality peoples in this world.. Maybe more I haven't see before. But in 2 months only i been hurts by 2 guys and has been quit jobs for 2 times that is terrible in my life.

And now i must stand up must face it all the problems, lucky my ex still stand beside me and make me feel better everyday, so that i won't always think about the passed.

Even though I have broke with my ex but he said he still love me, and I give him to change attitude and those stupid like to lie me. Because i danm super hate people to lie me always. Now he everyday find me and bring me went to a lot of place that last time he never done like this before. Now I very exited that next week he will give me a gift that is my favorite things and next Saturday is a wonderful trip for relaxing myself. I love vacation.~

My Toy FUJI Instax Mini 7S Camera

Finally last Saturday i bought my Fuji Instax Mini 7S with Kok Wei at MidValley~ thx a lot~.. Before this I keep searching for this Camera and i know that if i order from Taiwan sure super slow.. that's why i keep searching for this either Pink color or White color~ I tot want to buy a pink color but white color is limited for 10th anniversary Fuji.. some more pink color don't have stock so no choice i choose for White Color..

And i want to thank a lot with my bf that he bring me go to Mid Valley and bought this camera for me, I love so much and even thought i have 1 Sony Digital Camera but i still want this funny camera like a Toy. I bought this Camera and Kok Wei have free 1 pack film for us and i bought another 5 pack film for myself..

Once I go back home im testing the Camera because 1st time take by own self in front don't have any mirror so 1st time so dark and 2nd time quite light and look fair haha.. After that I already order some accessory for my Camera.
Such like put in front of the mirror so that i can easy capture by myself, Photo Album like Credit Card Holders, Colors Pens can draw at the photo and Cover Bag for the Camera. This cost me around RM200 already is quite expensive..

But I like it so much.. can take a lot of picture and write at the white place and also can write at behind but the Film is quite expensive for sure must slowly use and don't simply capture useless things haha.. This Instax Camera is not Digital Camera will never remove once u print out...

Confusing of Thinking

This 2 weeks i have take my driving license test and this very bored to listing for 5 hours training and test but at last finished already and passed the test already..after Hari Raya will go for another 6 hours training again~ arghhh is very lazy and tired... 2 weeks also went to club then slept for 2-3 hours after that go to training really tired but no choice wanna go have fun is like this..

 

This few weeks also thinking of wanna change job or not, yesterday I have talked a lot of career things with my bf but my bf keep saying all negative things to me make me don't really wanna go for change job anymore.

I have tried to find job at jobstreet and I also asked my bf his Bank have place to work or not but he is never keep in heart sometimes make me felt like so sadness..

My friend she also applied to my bf working place same department and my bf keep help her and support her go in to work. Even yesterday we 3 person go to have drink at mamak he also keep talked about her things and when i asked him he also like just answer to me a bit only.. really dun wanna care my things. 

I just really need 1 person to support me and help me to find a good job. I dun wanna stay this Legal Firm and do such paper works and handle all this kind of random works, and have to face with colleagues that I don't like, this office is not .I also have think about negative things that once i change job already i must have discipline and go to work can't late~ can't online~ not so flexible~ all have to start over~ maybe i will meet a good or bad boss and colleagues. All this things i have think before but if i didn't go to try i will never know..

I also think that if now have a new job and i quit this job already i don't have any Bonus for sure maybe i will lost 1 or 2 months bonus.. but I need to have a nice job and easy for me to go for transportation so that I might will think for change job~... THINK and THINK again make me CONFUSE~

Special Day for 090909 长长久久

Today is a beautiful day for 090909 and this is very special we will never see again for this special date..

There are many couples get married today, a registered ... Wish them a forever love 长长久久...

Everyone have already got couple then they wish to with their bf/gf together to enjoy this date. I also will with my beloved together~ This morning my bf already sent me a sms and tell me 9 times I Love You, i felt that so lovely and romantic~   

I also wish to have a nice date to register wedding but my bf said is 20/12/2012 is also a nice day too~ but no meaning at all also... In our Chinese religion we trust for Feng Shui so we must choose a nice and good date to register and wedding. 

For me today isn't is a good day for me my work have a lot of problem make me so stress and I wish to faster change job for this Legal Firm that all my colleagues tot I what also know in office, but the salary didn't increase for me I felt like unfair for me to work over here already 5 years. This make me sick so i no heart to work this job anymore.