~Have my new job~

Today i went to Megan Avenue I to interview at one company call "Synergyst Sdn. Bhd". I had applied for Payroll & HR. The main point is I worked for 5 years at Legal firm i don't know what is Payroll this very shamed and finally i do research and they explain to me is help other companies to do the salary and etc. And they asked me a lot of question.. whether i can handle by this Payroll System? And I said if someone training me i will try my best to learn. Finally they ask me to work on next Monday and they give me probation for 1 month training... Because my mathematics is not well they tell me if i effort to handle this system so i can stay at this company..

I am jobless for now so that I was thinking this challenge is so big for me and the Salary really attract me so much some more their benefit quite good even though is not a big company. So I just take a risk and try my best to accept this job. Because no try don't know can or not. Just try my best to do it.... Even within 1 month I really can't catch up this job.. I just will find other job again...I believe that I can do it.

*If we ever meet again*

If we meet again, if one day we meet again. I am no longer that legendary fox, is no longer that colorful pigeons, that is no longer reluctant to grow up children. In the love that you moment I suddenly grew up, only then is the parting already. I must tell you that a "Days of Being Wild" in the lines: In the past I thought this world a kind of birds fly from the beginning, until it died that One day before landing, but now I know where it did not actually been to the bird from the outset, is dead. \

This is long been on the mind, then, has no chance to speak to you. I think want you to know that I am the bird, leave you restless fly all the way, one day they suddenly find themselves still standing maneuver. but, love is old. I always liked this sentence: Some things never go back. Miss no looking back from; some words, do not say it does not mean can not understand; some people but not does not mean all forget themselves .. if one day we meet again ... I hope we just light smile, or ..... .. we never see the people around, came, went, and your shadow, but never forget. 

In addition to memories, we can have it? the crowd even when we event, you will smile, winked your eye? Or, it is so unfamiliar natural to go? you remember who you love me too? can only appreciate now, miss was the smiling, life staggered down, the more lonely miss catching up, and more sentimental. originally just normal you are not also enjoy one's coffee and daylight? is not also suddenly aware of the weather more time to read the change? If one day we meet again, time will not back a bit? Perhaps we have overlooked other than feeling hurt each other ... if we find that to leave on good day but a kind of cover up, if we did not find that give a little more time with each other?? ?

May meet again is no longer the feeling of affection for my memory..

~Long Long Time~

I have been long time didn't open my Blog... and I'm super free and nothing to do so that I writing for my Memories. This few months it happened a lot my bad terrible dreamed in my life. Firstly i quit my Legal job and go to learn Nail Arts.. After that i been work at Nail Technician since December 2009... That is terrible is New company don't have much equipments and products to do a nail some more the Boss also like open the nail shop for fun only. Now I jobless nothing to do... still finding admin jobs.. I won't go back to my ex-company because that is too stress for me to work at there. I really can't imagine I live until I 24 years old i have saw a lot terrible and reality peoples in this world.. Maybe more I haven't see before. But in 2 months only i been hurts by 2 guys and has been quit jobs for 2 times that is terrible in my life.

And now i must stand up must face it all the problems, lucky my ex still stand beside me and make me feel better everyday, so that i won't always think about the passed.

Even though I have broke with my ex but he said he still love me, and I give him to change attitude and those stupid like to lie me. Because i danm super hate people to lie me always. Now he everyday find me and bring me went to a lot of place that last time he never done like this before. Now I very exited that next week he will give me a gift that is my favorite things and next Saturday is a wonderful trip for relaxing myself. I love vacation.~