My Toy FUJI Instax Mini 7S Camera

Finally last Saturday i bought my Fuji Instax Mini 7S with Kok Wei at MidValley~ thx a lot~.. Before this I keep searching for this Camera and i know that if i order from Taiwan sure super slow.. that's why i keep searching for this either Pink color or White color~ I tot want to buy a pink color but white color is limited for 10th anniversary Fuji.. some more pink color don't have stock so no choice i choose for White Color..

And i want to thank a lot with my bf that he bring me go to Mid Valley and bought this camera for me, I love so much and even thought i have 1 Sony Digital Camera but i still want this funny camera like a Toy. I bought this Camera and Kok Wei have free 1 pack film for us and i bought another 5 pack film for myself..

Once I go back home im testing the Camera because 1st time take by own self in front don't have any mirror so 1st time so dark and 2nd time quite light and look fair haha.. After that I already order some accessory for my Camera.
Such like put in front of the mirror so that i can easy capture by myself, Photo Album like Credit Card Holders, Colors Pens can draw at the photo and Cover Bag for the Camera. This cost me around RM200 already is quite expensive..

But I like it so much.. can take a lot of picture and write at the white place and also can write at behind but the Film is quite expensive for sure must slowly use and don't simply capture useless things haha.. This Instax Camera is not Digital Camera will never remove once u print out...

Confusing of Thinking

This 2 weeks i have take my driving license test and this very bored to listing for 5 hours training and test but at last finished already and passed the test already..after Hari Raya will go for another 6 hours training again~ arghhh is very lazy and tired... 2 weeks also went to club then slept for 2-3 hours after that go to training really tired but no choice wanna go have fun is like this..

 

This few weeks also thinking of wanna change job or not, yesterday I have talked a lot of career things with my bf but my bf keep saying all negative things to me make me don't really wanna go for change job anymore.

I have tried to find job at jobstreet and I also asked my bf his Bank have place to work or not but he is never keep in heart sometimes make me felt like so sadness..

My friend she also applied to my bf working place same department and my bf keep help her and support her go in to work. Even yesterday we 3 person go to have drink at mamak he also keep talked about her things and when i asked him he also like just answer to me a bit only.. really dun wanna care my things. 

I just really need 1 person to support me and help me to find a good job. I dun wanna stay this Legal Firm and do such paper works and handle all this kind of random works, and have to face with colleagues that I don't like, this office is not .I also have think about negative things that once i change job already i must have discipline and go to work can't late~ can't online~ not so flexible~ all have to start over~ maybe i will meet a good or bad boss and colleagues. All this things i have think before but if i didn't go to try i will never know..

I also think that if now have a new job and i quit this job already i don't have any Bonus for sure maybe i will lost 1 or 2 months bonus.. but I need to have a nice job and easy for me to go for transportation so that I might will think for change job~... THINK and THINK again make me CONFUSE~

Special Day for 090909 长长久久

Today is a beautiful day for 090909 and this is very special we will never see again for this special date..

There are many couples get married today, a registered ... Wish them a forever love 长长久久...

Everyone have already got couple then they wish to with their bf/gf together to enjoy this date. I also will with my beloved together~ This morning my bf already sent me a sms and tell me 9 times I Love You, i felt that so lovely and romantic~   

I also wish to have a nice date to register wedding but my bf said is 20/12/2012 is also a nice day too~ but no meaning at all also... In our Chinese religion we trust for Feng Shui so we must choose a nice and good date to register and wedding. 

For me today isn't is a good day for me my work have a lot of problem make me so stress and I wish to faster change job for this Legal Firm that all my colleagues tot I what also know in office, but the salary didn't increase for me I felt like unfair for me to work over here already 5 years. This make me sick so i no heart to work this job anymore.

The answer will make girls cry

The girl finally the courage of the boy, said: "Let's break up"
The boy asked: "Why?"
 
Girl said: "tired, you do not need a reason"
 
1 night
 
Boys do not speak only to smoking

Girl's heart more and more cool 『even retain the expression of love will not give me what kind of happiness? 』
 
After a long time

The boy finally can not help, said: "how to do what you can to stay?"

Girl said slowly: "to answer a question, if you answered my heart to answer, I'll stay."
... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
 
"For example, I like a flower on a cliff, and you Quzhai The result is 100%
 
Death, would you Zhai to me? "

The boy thought for a while, said: "Tomorrow morning, to tell you the answer you?"
 
Girl's heart suddenly gray down
... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
Morning wake up, boys no longer
 
Only one word of paper filled with warm milk mug down on the next

The first line, let girl's heart pass coolly. Dear, I will not go to pick, but please allow that I stated will not pick reason

You will only use the computer typing
But overall the program was a big mess
 
Front of the keyboard and then cry

I would like to organize programs to give you fingers Retention
 
You always forget to bring out the key
 
Retention feet I would like to run back to you open the door
 
You love travel

In their own cities have often lost
 
Retention eyes, I would like to give you lead the way
when the Monthly (friends) to visit you

Your body is always cold, but also a stomach ache

I would like to warm your belly palm Retention

You do not love to go out

I fear you will suffer from autism

Retention mouth, I would like to catch your lonely footer

You always stare by computer
Eyes to the ruin was not the great
 
I would like to live well
 
So you get older
Give you trim nails
Help you make your chagrin of white hair pulled

Holding your hand
At the beach enjoying the beautiful sunshine and soft sandy beaches

To tell you a blossoming flower color
 
Youth face like you ...
 
Therefore in me cannot determine that some people loves you compared 
to me before I do not want to go to pick that flower"

(Girls teardrop on the paper, the formation of crystal flowers)
Silk Road tears, girls continue to read on:

"Dear
If you have already read through the
Answer was also to let you satisfied with the words
 
Please open the door I was standing outside the door
GETTY your favorite bread and milk to eat ... "

The girl pulls open the gate to see his face Is anxious looks like a child 
Will only twist the bread hand to shake at present in her

... ... ... ... ... ...
I think this is love, or life
 
Be happy when surrounded by calm

Some ordinary love

Always be eager to ignore the hearts of passion and romance
Love! The two sides caused by a minor movement in many years,
 
Has never been a fixed pattern
 
Only love
 
Can be any one in the form of bland
Flowers, romantic

Floating in life is nothing but shallow surface embellishment

Here is what we in their real life.
 

Who live in this world
 
Is to connect the past and the future

Self-Confidence

I have saw 1 Quotes really meaningful that can help me a lot~ 

“Don't wait until everything is just right. It will never be perfect. There will always be challenges, obstacles and less than perfect conditions. So what. Get started now. With each step you take, you will grow stronger and stronger, more and more skilled, more and more self-confident and more and more successful.”

same also like this Quotes too~

 “Go out in the world and work like money doesn't matter, Sing as if no one is listening, Love as if you have never been hurt, and Dance as if no one is watching” 

My bf said that I don't have confidence to try to get job and I blame myself that my education is very bad and no certificate to apply a job. I just argue with him that I very scared that I don't have certificate the manager there sure will look me down even I have experience I also can't confirm that the Bank wanna hire me or not I'm so confuse. 

Even now I'm learning car also have half confidence because I'm super scared of driving Manual Car. No matter how I also have to try to get my car license first and I need to courage to try. If not I'm the oldest to learn car already~

for Courage quotes~

“Courage is the discovery that you may not win, and trying when you know you can lose.”

I need some body to support that I really can do it, I'm very sad that my bf give me a lot of useless opinion  like and also keep said that all the Bad things after I get the job. I don't want to listen this kind of things but he keep saying a lot more a lot and make me confuse more. And I hate myself that not enough of courage to face it all the things.

Maybe I need to challenge all the things i need to do, If you're not failing, you're not growing.

Change Job

I really dunno whether want to change job to work at my bf place or not.. Now I'm working at Legal Firm as admin (Conveyancing Clerk) is helping lawyer to do all the documentation works that mean all the rubbish works also have to do..

Even Agreements for Sales House, Loan Documents, Government Documents, Filing Documents, attend customer, call bank, chase documents and cheque all have to do~ but this 5 years i already learned a lot of things at this firm sometimes i very happy but my salary this year didn't increase, because boss said that this year the economy very bad so no choice~

I'm still thinking really hate that last time didn't study well and now REGRETTED that i can't get a good jobs and cant have a lot of money to buy stuff.. think back really wanna cry~

Now that next year i already reach 24 years old soon like nth in my life.

And I love Nail Art too i wish to learn the Nail Art but the fees is too expensive is around RM10k for the cost maybe have to add extra fees I still dunno yet. I also heard my frens said that the Nail Art job is not earning a lot of money so ask me don't learn too i also saw 1 of my fren that she learned the nail art already but at last didn't work as Nail job. Until now i really donno what I want to do.